Sunday, September 30, 2012

That Something,Someone called LOVE!!

A simpleton. A simple soul. A simple life. A simple being. A mere simple person. From a very simple small town,here's his story! He wakes up early morning at 6, finishing his chores, he does some yoga, takes his bath, he is a religious soul, he prays for an hour! he does meditation..eats his breakfast. Goes to college.Comes back home by evening. Checks his mails, attends few calls, watches tv silently, time for dinner, time to sleep! He doesn't mingle around with his friends, he doesn't have much friends to talk about. His life is simple, his life is just his own! Sounds pretty boring eh? but..he has a charm..when he talks, he is witty..when he is with me, he is adventurous..when he is naughty, and...he is a maniac..when we watches movies!
.....and i fell in love with that boring simple soul!

He came to The Big City..searching for a job, his resume was super cool,he was instantly hired by a well to do MNC. His work life began. Morning to evening working for life, working for the big bucks, working to make it big! And yes...big it was..pretty big!! And in that very big city,he found a new life...a life filled with friends, parties, late night outs, friends, alcohol, pubs, bars, shoppings, the nitty gritty of the big razmataz city life lured him,and he earned to make it big,to make it there..at the top! and boy! he made it really big!! He sounds interesting now? yes he does....
..... but,he didn't seem interesting afterwards! i searched for the charm..couldn't find! I searched for his humor..seems lost! he lost his adventurous streak...seemed like a man made machine! movies were replaced with computers and digits! the simpleton was replaced with an arrogant soul!
......and so, i started hating that big rejuvenated city guy!

.............and then...someone died...we cried.. we buried... we prayed.. we hugged...turned over..never to look back again....that someone, something..called LOVE!! 

Saturday, September 8, 2012

HOUSE OF MEMORIES!!

A house where i have spend almost 2 and half years of my life.A house which i used to refer as our love den! I seldom hated travelling such a long journey from my own house to our love den! but then, there was always the attachment, the bond,the fulfillment and the ecstasy of spending days and nights with u...how time flies, how we have crossed those years,how we have survived those blissful years..and how you have gone out of my life..along with that house!
somewhere,i thought it was bound to happen,felt the same while bidding goodbye to the house for one last time,when you moved out of the house and shifted to another place...i knew somewhere, that along with the house,i too m finally bidding you goodbye..forever..from my life..it was just an irony to stay attached for few more months,but the end was then..there..at that moment..when i finally saw you coming down the terrace with your luggage from our love den!
But,even after almost more than a year of our separation from that love den,the smell of that house lingers in my nostrils, the moments that we have spend torments me sometime, i still cherish those love making sessions on the terrace,in your bedroom...the kitchen..where i had hugged you and hold you in my arms for the first time..all those seems to be a dream now...well..it has now remained a part and parcel of my past,in my dreams...to remain within me,for the rest of my life! Life moves on...i too, have moved on,so I dont miss your presence at all, but i do miss those wonderful moments that i have spend with you

Found out a long lost note that you had written about me..i guess so... :

"Came across another turning point of life..made a grt blunder of my life..but u wr der..u saved my life frm getting ruined..i had mistakn you..bt u came 2 me n drove away all my sorrows..excused my faults..once again i understd you,could feel you..a tear ws dropped dat took me more n more closer to you..yes der s an abstract entity called 'Relationship'--God's purest blesings..i had faith in it n still it's d same..its our own fault dat v cant see bt bein forced v blame on d right person..bt as tym passes d actual scene s revealed..Dear m sorry to d power of infinity..cant express dat how much m filled wid u..i swear..m soo glad dat m on my own now...its our life altogether..we two..yes i can deal with it better without any 'fake' support system which vanishes after a due course of time...but u r always there,and U will be..U and my parents..touchwood!!..love you..always....."