How easy it is to 'Move on...' ???

It often creates a confusion when u plunge into something without even giving a second thought. Falling in love might be easier, but continuing with the same has never been a smooth ride always.You go through lots of ups and downs, sometimes it gets on to your nerves (nerve wrecking!)..and then, there comes a point when u are no longer able to handle the emotional stress, the tensions..u decide to end it once and for all and move on..move out of that relationship!! But does that 'moving on' becomes easy? it reminds me of the 'fastrack' ad where they show the couple giving away each other's gifts and moving on with a perfect Gen X attitude! is that so easy? to forget someone you had shared a part of ur life with! all the dreams,hopes...to stay together till death do us part!! it sounds cliched....

After going through the break ups(couple of times!), i too went through the same, but alas! for me, the 'moving on' was not that easy..7 months to move on??? Oh boy! thats a hell lot of time!! what becomes painstakingly awful is to get rid of all the moments that you had spend with the person you were in a relationship with, that keeps coming back like those flash back scenes we watch in the movies!Nights after nights taking turns in bed,hoping to get some sleep until u turn into an insomniac and finally, relying on those sleeping pills! Sure..u do have those strenuous times while u r in a relationship..life can never be mushy mushy all the time, but whats more depressing are those beautiful moments that u had shared with someone! to erase out all those moments becomes so difficult that........

You can never feel the essence of rains unless u fall in love, music has its own way of  reaching into the hearts of those in love, a cup of hot steaming coffee after a hot session of love making can be blissful, going out for a long drive at night with your man in tow, waking up and cuddling next to someone with a face that makes u go weak and numb! and then..everything ends!!... just like that, getting rid of those moments becomes impossible,so much so that u swear, never ever to fall in love again....

but then, one doesn't have a control over their feelings! it works according to its own rhythm! so no matter how much you try to control your emotions...it will find its own path...eventually!



falling in love? again?...Oh Crap!! here it goes...the emotional atyaachar begins !!! tired of it !