I love someone,and i can pretty well deal with it..but, am not into a relationship coz m pathetically bad in continuing with the same! Its as simple as that! Period!
Love and Relationship! Two sides of the same coin? maybe yes! maybe no! or two diverse versions that binds two individuals together? Dealing with the former seems easier - a kiss,a heartbeat skipped,holding hands,walking down the seashore,walking under the moon,love making-on and off bed,on the terrace,balcony,beach house,open air..waking up next to someone..all these without any baggage,without any expectations,apprehensions!
Dealing with the latter seems tough after the initial likeness and penchant for each other seems delusional after a point of time! A face seems unattractive after a certain time, a body seems monotonous after a period of continuous sex for successive days, the never ending endless talks seems boring after a point, there's seems to be lack of words, soothing,calming love talk turns into violent outbursts, sometimes..trying to escape out of such outbursts leads into a numb period of silence,and you wait..and wait..and just wait...! your heart craves for something,and u do the exact opposite of it!
Relationships equals to Expectations! and there u go...end it! Expectations...too many to count, too many to comply to..'I need to/You have to be/I ought to/You have to/Come now/Call me now'...even if u dont want to,you have to..comply
ITS EXAM TIME NOW!
Question and answer round! never ending ones... 'Why? Where? When?Whose?What?'...the queries keeps pouring in and you have to answer..with explanation! monosyllable answers wont do, brief or theoretical explanation counts here..that ceases all your worries, cools down your temper,and in return u get a bigggg hug!! viva done,got ur marks,excellent score,time for a hug,and a quick sex to make up for the huge bouts of nerve wrecking questions!!
Love and Relationship! Two sides of the same coin? maybe yes! maybe no! or two diverse versions that binds two individuals together? Dealing with the former seems easier - a kiss,a heartbeat skipped,holding hands,walking down the seashore,walking under the moon,love making-on and off bed,on the terrace,balcony,beach house,open air..waking up next to someone..all these without any baggage,without any expectations,apprehensions!
Dealing with the latter seems tough after the initial likeness and penchant for each other seems delusional after a point of time! A face seems unattractive after a certain time, a body seems monotonous after a period of continuous sex for successive days, the never ending endless talks seems boring after a point, there's seems to be lack of words, soothing,calming love talk turns into violent outbursts, sometimes..trying to escape out of such outbursts leads into a numb period of silence,and you wait..and wait..and just wait...! your heart craves for something,and u do the exact opposite of it!
Relationships equals to Expectations! and there u go...end it! Expectations...too many to count, too many to comply to..'I need to/You have to be/I ought to/You have to/Come now/Call me now'...even if u dont want to,you have to..comply
ITS EXAM TIME NOW!
Question and answer round! never ending ones... 'Why? Where? When?Whose?What?'...the queries keeps pouring in and you have to answer..with explanation! monosyllable answers wont do, brief or theoretical explanation counts here..that ceases all your worries, cools down your temper,and in return u get a bigggg hug!! viva done,got ur marks,excellent score,time for a hug,and a quick sex to make up for the huge bouts of nerve wrecking questions!!
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