Seldom (or may i say,in most of the cases) people are not clear about their priorities, what do they actually seek or are looking for in a relationship..I know some people who end up being 'in a relationship' just for the sake of it or just to show off themselves in front of their peers by flaunting their boyfriends/girlfriends..Its being 'in vogue' they say....
The biggest mistake we do is in selecting the right person,and we realize it when its already too late,so when problem starts erupting,we try our best to salvage the situation either by compromising with our inner thoughts or just erasing out the problem from our mind!
You were never meant for any relationship coz ur priorities were pre fixed somewhere else (and i do respect religious sentiments) and u knew it very well..but, u thought i didn't knew..yes! i came to know about it few months later after we came back from kolkata in 2010 (someone close to u had told me the same),and since then,i had known that we..together...US...is totally doomed!!
You have lived a life entirely based on ur religious thoughts,sentiments,ur believe in that 'holy one',which is very rare in today's time, i have always respected you for that, but then...leaving behind your hometown when u hailed to a land full of oppurtunities (did i say guys here?),somewhere down the line u got soaked with the razzmataz of the city's lifestyle...specially with the dating scenario,so u tried to explore that side of yours,being on a dating site,meeting people,going on dates,night outs,sexual escapades etc.. etc.. Now u have a serious problem,u trust people blindly! specially with the ones you are physically attracted to, or u are obsessed with,and so u ended up being with people who have just played with ur trust,ur feelings,taking u up just as a sex tool or someone to vent out their pass times (hell! even for money!)....We need friends in our life,luckily for u, u are blessed with some incredibly wonderful friends in your life (don't lose them),but then there came a point in your life when u were devoid of any friends,so u wanted to get hooked up with every single person (again,physical attraction surfaces!) that came ur way...and I WAS SIMPLY...ONE OF THEM!!
The biggest mistake we do is in selecting the right person,and we realize it when its already too late,so when problem starts erupting,we try our best to salvage the situation either by compromising with our inner thoughts or just erasing out the problem from our mind!
You were never meant for any relationship coz ur priorities were pre fixed somewhere else (and i do respect religious sentiments) and u knew it very well..but, u thought i didn't knew..yes! i came to know about it few months later after we came back from kolkata in 2010 (someone close to u had told me the same),and since then,i had known that we..together...US...is totally doomed!!
You have lived a life entirely based on ur religious thoughts,sentiments,ur believe in that 'holy one',which is very rare in today's time, i have always respected you for that, but then...leaving behind your hometown when u hailed to a land full of oppurtunities (did i say guys here?),somewhere down the line u got soaked with the razzmataz of the city's lifestyle...specially with the dating scenario,so u tried to explore that side of yours,being on a dating site,meeting people,going on dates,night outs,sexual escapades etc.. etc.. Now u have a serious problem,u trust people blindly! specially with the ones you are physically attracted to, or u are obsessed with,and so u ended up being with people who have just played with ur trust,ur feelings,taking u up just as a sex tool or someone to vent out their pass times (hell! even for money!)....We need friends in our life,luckily for u, u are blessed with some incredibly wonderful friends in your life (don't lose them),but then there came a point in your life when u were devoid of any friends,so u wanted to get hooked up with every single person (again,physical attraction surfaces!) that came ur way...and I WAS SIMPLY...ONE OF THEM!!
Rishi you have penned words which will ring true for many on the "PR" circuit. Well written!
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