A Passion play...!!

You...awakening the siren in me...You,who live and breathe to quench

your sensual thirst.

You...with your words of passion ignite in me... a flame

likened after St.Elmo's Fire....never to be extinguished.

You stroking..

the flames of that forbidden ‘immoral’ fire within me ....nightly

My soul...

now simmers in this cauldron of passion, a 98 degrees, as I envision you biting...

and me scratching ...

my nails down that long chocolate torso of yours.

As I expand the space inside my soul to receive you.

Now my vision doubles as I get a mental glimpse of the fever

in your lips...causing physical reactions in me

causing me to take small sips,so that I may readily

embrace your unbridled fire....and match your pace.

Allowing you refuge inside my sanctuary as you melt all the

Forbidden doors inside me, marking my body with your Essence

Ravaging me...like a soul stirring beast

mixing pleasure and pain simultaneously

as we become...an unstoppable force of nature..!

You receive...

those places in me that make me desire you with

everything in me...

I give myself to you..to drink deeply..of me

Till you are drunk off of the nectar

To you....I gladly give

All that I am..!!

My Experiments with LUST..!!

Lust's passion will be served; it demands, it militates, it tyrannizes!!

How many times in our growing up years have we felt this extreme lust for someone? A childhood crush, a fantasy hero, a greek god, a scintillating damsel in chiffon?? (Well..have never felt the same for the last one for sure!) Its hard to control such feelings specially in those years,when puberty knocks at the door with awful streak of facial hairs, a change over of vocal tone and an early morning arousal too hard to control! Ah...well..u name it!

Attending a lecture session in the classroom, listening quite intently,when suddenly u realise none of wot being said makes any sense to u coz all u ve been doing is noticing every gesture, the movement of the lips, the bulging biceps, the strong arms,the long large stout fingers gesturing towards you or the blackboard, and the well endowed bubble b...(oops! did i say that!)...I wonder,wot could ve happened if i'd had gone up,grabbing him by the sides (nope, m not using the actual word here) ,bringing him closer,feeling his breath,could ve kissed him intensely??? What could ve happened at the max..a punishment? a laughing stock in front of the class?? expelled?? what???

I was and a m still a pathetic loser when it comes to Mathematics (who invented it btw? hello G.K.?), but then for my lesser interest in this subject and my subsequent failures in it i'd definitely like to blame my private tutor for not being the regular 'strict scary middle age sir with a moustache' ! He was merely a college guy himself with his absolute indianised version of Jude law looks (sans the hazel eyes of course!) and with the cute stammering at times, specially with words starting with 'd' (no no..i mean decimel,decibel..like that?)..

Now who would be interested in those numerical games,pseudo algebras and geometric squares when u have a delicious pie kept in front of u !! which makes me think,why do private tutors always have to sit in front of u and not by your side? well..all i hoped for was a power cut, coz then, he had to come and sit next to me with the aid of two candle lights (candle light romance with algebras!),and those were such moments when i used to go weak on my knees, literally! He used to smell incredibly sexy (sans any deo or cologne) and for the first time i found men who smoke...to be edible! (Cigarette smoking is injurious to health....might cause bee stung lips,u never know!) What could ve happened if i'd had said 'Sir,can you please stop your candlelight algebras and switch on to some candle light romance instead?? He could have laughed?? yelled?? blabbered? run away?? What?????

                                                                                                                                     to be continued......

Viraha Raas...........

               
Bahu Manorathe Saaju Abhisaare Pehenu Sunil Bes        

              Kajara Nayaane Salaja Bayane Kusume Sajaanu Kes       

                       Sakhi Hum Mohan Abhisaare Jaawoon

                       Bolo Hum Etak Sukh Kahaan Paawoon

     
Jamunaar Paare Gahana Aandhaare Ghanane Pavana Maajhe

          Piya Setha Mor Bedana Katar Mohe Laage Baythe Aache

                                    Sakhi Hum Mohana Abhisaare Jawoon
                                    Bolo Hum Etak Sukh Kahaan Paawoon.....

                                              

                                         

       Sakhi Chira Abhaagini Hum

       Baythe Ekaakini Pohaanu Rajani Tabu Naa Aailo Shyaam

                                         Sakhi Chira Abhaagini Hum...........

              Krishna Kajara Pighala Sajaja Nayaner Neer Dhaare

                E Kathin Patha Britha Manaratha Biphala Abhisaare

                           Sakhi Hum Kabuhu Na Abhisaare Jaawoon

                            Dukh Naa Etak Seh Nahi Paawoon

             

                

         
Britha Manorathe Saaju Abhisaare Pehenu Sunil Bes,
 Kajara Nayaane Salaja Bayane Kusume Saajaanu Kes

                                      Fir Aajyu Mohan Abhisaare Jawoon

                                   Sakhi Bol Etak Dukh Kahaan Pawoon

A FRIENDSHIP DAY TREAT..!!

One's impeccably cute and the other one's saucy and charming and that's theirs as well as the film's sole USP..They share a great camaraderie on screen..but...they ain't a lovey dovey couple and thankfully,that works in its favour..Its more of an urbane buddy flick than a romance! The film has been wrongly hyped as a Valentine's day treat for the couples, maybe it would have worked more as a Friendship day treat for the teens! The film doesn't redefine the genre of mills and boons' flicks,but neither it goes too high on the emotional quotient, but.. there are portions where the film dips terribly post interval but somehow saves it up with a notable climax!! Giants like Boman Irani and Ratna Pathak Shah have been wasted in insignificant roles! One time watch!

P.S. : Don't go by the critics,as always Karan Johar has paid them ransom amount,because the film doesn't deserve a 4/5 rating,as most of the critics have rated it by now...at the max. 2.5 to 3 !!

Watch you sleep...!

Watch you sleep                           

Dream and roll over

with a half-turned

smile on your face,

an exposed and naked leg

your hair escaping you

like spilling starlight

Watch you sleep

Watch you sleep

when I kiss

the tiniest sample

of skin on your cheek

and know you wake

when I'm gone

and am gone

until again you sleep

When you wake!

Watch you wake!

Watch you sleep...

The way to a man's heart...!

The way to a man's heart is through his stomach             

food for the soul or food for the mind?

u know it so very well...

teasing u in the kitchen while u play hard on with pots and pans ;)

Babes,u do the cooking,lemme stick to my teasing...

The smiles,the laughter,the love making that we shared in the kitchen,

that filled my life with glee..

For when, I am with u in there,

I found the child in me.. ;)

A CHAPTER OF MY LIFE...

Life's a series of bittersweet memoirs,hope we could make a collage out of it and store it somewhere,like a series of albums. Sometimes i regret not maintaining a diary of my own,a diary where i could ve stored someone,where i could ve stored those wonderful times,days,nights,events...Events that can change our life within a fraction of a second. Meeting someone unexpectedly when u have given up all hopes on finding that 'someone' special..

A chance encounter on a dating site,finding someone different from the rest of the crowd,a simple text.. 'Hi babes' ;) bringing that effervescent smile on my face....texting,chatting online night after nights seemed so splendid.Meeting for the first time...that day..at umm...lets say,a party..was supposed to go spend sometime at his place,well not just 'sometime',the entire night actually...missed it..it was quite late at night and i was hell tired! Met him the very next day..we bonded over a couple of drinks,some food..was supposed to watch a movie..the dvd remained intact,untouched,coz we just talked and talked,from films to men to drinks to affairs to.....endless talks..standing their in your balcony,i wished we could stop our talks and you could kiss me! and you did..finally..the first move..lips in sync,tongues rolling,hands on your face,ur shoulder,ur back....the passion play! we made love..that was'nt a mistake though! little bit nervous,little bit cautious...'why be cautious?' i wondered,'we are safe in each other's arms!'...holding you in my arms,lying on your chest,our naked bodies entwined,feeling your skin,your breath,feeling every single hair on your body..we slept! Looking at your face early morning felt so blissful! stroking your face with my hands,silently,not to wake u up..ur eyelids closed,humming softly into ur ears.....but..i could'nt say it,i just could'nt say those three words which i so desperately wanted to say to you since the previous night...it'd had sounded too early,too soon,too fast...

And...i fell in love..all over again...thinking of you every day and night,waiting for a single call or a text from you made me go insane,i thought you were avoiding me..maybe you did,maybe you did'nt..i did'nt knew for sure,coz u had said u wanted to let go things smoothly,with due course of time..well..i had all my time for u,but......

                .....u had to go! u had to leave and go to a far away land,away from me,to a new life,new people,new beginning! and i knew all of it,u had told me...and thats wot held me from running back towards you,from hugging u tight and not letting u go..coz i wanted you to go,to ve a new life,a better life...a life full of oppurtunities,full of love,full of dreams and aspirations! and hence,u thought i was avoiding you...maybe i did,intentionally...to break myself free from the aura that is 'you',i couldnt let myself go weak in front of,so i didnt even met you before you departed...
                                                                 but u ve and u will,always remain special to me all throughout my life...u taught me a new meaning to love,helped me overcome my insecurities..i can never forget you..Thank you,for being a part of my life,even though it was just for a couple of few days..those few days were SPECIAL...just like YOU ;)

I DIE OF LOVE

I die of love for him,perfect in every way,
Lost in the strains of wafting music..
My eyes are fixed upon his delightful body,
And i do not wonder at his beauty..
His hands are tender,his face a moon,
And loveliness rolls off his rosy cheek
When he looks at me with his tender eyes,i go numb..
I die of love for you,but keep this secret:
The tie that binds it is an unbreakable rope
How much time did your creation take,O Angel!!
So What! All i want is to sing your praises

VALENTINE'S DAY...

                                                                                                                   
There are times when people ask me..."Whats so special about ths valentine's day?why make such a big fuss about it?its just like any other weekend or a date?is'nt it?"

I say..well..yes its definitely just another day with the mornings,afternoons,evenings and nights being the same...but thr's smthing u feel 'different' that day if u r truely in love....
Then pops out the next question..."different as in?"

Well...u dont get to say to ur partner everyday how much u love him/her,u dont get to feel everyday how much his/her presence has changed ur life,u dont get to feel everyday how much significant u can be to someone else's life (apart frm ur parents)............becoz no matter how intellectually  we say that 'everyday is a valentine's day',but it doesnt end up being the same every single day,what with the daily routine,hard schedule,work load,busy life,24/7 running around the clock....whooshhh!!!

So take a break from ur same routined life,this day '14th feb', is just like any other day but u can make it different by telling ur partner how much u love him/her,holding hand in hand with a promise that no matter how hard it turns out to be stable in ths everyday's roller coaster life....we'll be together...holding,hugging,crying,laughing,fighting,making up,smiling......forever and ever and ever...HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!